Caterpillars in my tummy

I have caterpillars in my tummy. They are not butterflies yet, but there is certainly something there in my gut.

It is a nervous energy that started a few hours ago and now I just cant relax and I want to either eat chocolate or have a cigarette. Both of which I cant do. Im at my parents house thank goodness or I would be smoking out of the kitchen window by now. However, here is the biggest box of quality street I have ever seen. I open the lid and the smell drugs me into thinking one wont make any difference. Well, no of course one wont, but it never ever is just one. One always leads to five. And so that's why I am staying well away.

Or maybe not....